NOW

  1. I do not want to be w someone who is unsure if they want to be w me.
    I have given 10 yrs. Times up.
  2. If that is the person you want to be & those are the kind of people you want to associate yourself w then I am too good for that & I deserve better.
    But if you want to be the person I know & love & your family knows & loves then I'm in.
  3. If we are going to do this we need a FRESH start as equals w nothing over our heads.
    Myself included. Past is the past. FRESH start.
  4. I cannot help this is where I am now. But this is where I am now.
    Yes. I live at home. Do I want to. Absolutely not. Would have a preferred to stay at the condo. 💯. But that's not what happened. Danielle got married. I barely have her. Do I want different things now Bc of where life has taken me. Yeah. But I'm 27 & you are 30. I never have pressured you into a thing. I never expected to move in w you. I just was going to do my thing look for a place. It sounded better than it is. Oh move home for a couple months buy something. Easier said than done.
  5. How can't you see me ? Everyone can.
    I will not sit here & list all my good qualities, what I bring to the table, what I have done for you, w you. You & I both know.
  6. What are you afraid of ? Why do you deny yourself heaven ? You could have it all.
    But you choose not to. I do not control you that is obvious. Nor do I want to. I do not want to be w you 247. Like you do you I'll do me. We'll meet at the finish line. I'm probably the coolest ride or die chick you will ever find. I just want to be there to support you, build you up. Make us better. We are on the same team. But you make everything so difficult when it does not have to be. Tear down your walls & just be. Let it be.