A LIST I SHOULDN'T WRITE AT 10PM ON A SATURDAY NIGHT

  1. I am so tired of wanting the wrong person
  2. and not wanting the right one
  3. But how will I know
  4. which is the more important thing:
  5. To be brutally seized by the longing to possess a man who tithes himself out without giving himself fully
  6. whose very presence lights up every cell of my being
  7. or to be held in the dull yes of a man who has already given everything
  8. whose saliva I am not sure I like the taste of
  9. These are the things I want to know