REASONS WHY RIGHT NOW IS A LOW POINT
- •after a month+ of a very weird friendship w one of my best friends/roommates, tensions have escalated
- •my apartment has all these rules that I can do on a good day and don't give a fuck about on a bad dayfor example: everyone sweeping once a week. That's 4 times a week our entire apartment is swept. My day is Tuesday. I didn't want to sweep at 1 am but now I'm not contributing to the team.
- •I am homesick and might go to MN this weekend or might not; the answer remains unclearI am really bad with ambiguity in the future, particularly when it involves something important to me like my parents
- •I haven't been to Zumba since last Tuesday and haven't slept enough the last few dayssleep and exercise are so fucking important yadda yadda why am I not doing them???
- •falling behind in terms of how ready I am for three midtermsPaper due Saturday, paper due Monday, exam next Thursday
- •room is messythus, stressful
- •I could've swept my apartment or cleaned my room in the time I took to make this listyikes
- •why am I still awakeplanning to publish this but then maybe delete it in the morning?!