1. Was long awaited
  2. I had a plan for the evening
  3. I was going to pounce on him
  4. But I froze
  5. We sat in his basement for hours; barely talking, our legs and arms barely touching
  6. And then he walked me out and kissed me on the sidewalk
  7. I replayed it over and over again in my head as I rode the train
  8. I totally thought I loved him
  9. I did love him
  10. I haven't had a kiss like that since