I'm not very helpful

  1. Saying "Just do it. It might be your last chance" doesn't make it any less hard.
  2. Saying "It is better this way" doesn't make you hurt less.
  3. Saying "Stop thinking about it" doesn't help to distract you.
  4. Saying "Stop crying - you're making a fool out of yourself" doesn't make you smile.
  5. Saying "It was only in your head" doesn't make it feel any less real.
  6. And saying "You don't have time for all this bullshit" doesn't solve your problem.
  7. And still that's what I'm doing.
  8. Hurting. And hating myself for it.