I'm sick

  1. I woke up this morning, took my shower, made some breakfast.
  2. While eating, I opened li.st
  3. I couldn't believe what I was reading. Was it really true???
  4. So I googled it. It is true. Trump is in the lead.
  5. I feel sick, like really. I feel like throwing up.
  6. I was anxious about the outcome of this election, but I always believed in people making the only rational choice. I never really thought this could be reality. But it is.
  7. I'm scared. And I'm not even American.
  8. I'm scared of what this means for the US and the world in the next four years.
  9. I'm scared of what it says about the people. About hope.
  10. I'm scared of the election in France next year. Marine Le Pen is going to be a candidate there.
  11. I'm scared of the next election here in Germany. But at least I'll be able to participate there. I can do something about that.
  12. But today I feel sick.
    How the heck am I going to concentrate on university?
  13. I'm scared. And I'm sorry for all of you Americans. I know you tried your best. And you're the ones who are going to suffer most.
  14. My thoughts are with you.
  15. Let's hope that it's going to turn out less horrible in the end than we now think it might.