1. I find it hard to cry
  2. I mean really cry
    Not just get teary at a show
  3. I like to cry alone
  4. But I don't live alone
  5. If I cry with my Significant Other
  6. He feels like he should comfort me
  7. But I don't want to be comforted
  8. I just want to feel the pain/angst/sadness
  9. But if he ignores the crying then that's weird and awkward
  10. So I wait til I'm alone in the car or on a run
  11. Most of the time I don't even realize that I'm holding it in until it comes out.