1. I just e-mailed a form to Northeastern decline their offer to enroll in the Accelerated Bachelors of Nursing program.
  2. Initially I applied to their Direct Entry program, but I didn't end up getting in.
    This is an on campus program in Boston that leads to a Master's degree.
  3. They suggested that I roll the application over to the ABSN program.
  4. I didn't apply for that program in the first place because I wasn't feeling like it would be the right fit...
    This is an online program that requires lots of commuting to multiple different locations every week, and changes each semester.
  5. But I chose to roll the application over so I could have some more time to think.
  6. They accepted me!
  7. And I tried to find good reasons to submit a deposit and commit...
    Because that meant I would be able to start school this fall!!
  8. But my gut feeling was that it was not going to be what I wanted it to be.
  9. So right now I'm totally bummed that I won't be starting school this September...
  10. That I'm 23 and still living at home...
  11. And that I'm not sure about what my future looks like.
  12. However, I realize that I am so so blessed with all that I do have
    My mom lets me live at home, I have clothes, a job, I am healthy, I am comfortable.
  13. And I truly do not want to sound ungrateful.
    Because I am so lucky to even be able to apply to school !
  14. I just kind of feel like I'm floating in space with no plan.
    And despite trying to be a go-with-the-flow person, I like plans.
  15. I never share things going on in my life on any social media, because if they don't come to fruition I don't want to have to explain myself.
  16. But I don't know anyone in "real life" on here, and everyone is so kind and supportive that I feel comfortable.
  17. I just needed to vent...
  18. And binge watch New Girl
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