Reasons I can't sleep at night

And wish I was drunk always
  1. This list was brought to you by existential crisis
    Sorry
  2. I hate my life
  3. I keep thinking about everyone I love dying
  4. I keep thinking about how there might be literally nothing after death
  5. I feel unlovable
  6. My cousin is a jerk
  7. Everyone is mean about me needing therapy
    But generally very unhelpful
  8. Music that makes me happy generally doesn't do much anymore
  9. Nor anything else that I enjoy
  10. I just wish that I was dead
    Despite the like nothing