1. I strive to be an independent person
  2. But that doesn't stop me from loving someone
  3. It does make becoming even the slightest bit dependent on them terrifying
  4. And right now I'm currently in a different country and continent than my person
  5. And I'm missing them hard
  6. Which makes me a bit self conscious and even more uncomfortable
  7. This is what a relationship is
  8. Right?
  9. I reiterate, feelings suck