TBH

  1. I tend to blame others for my misfortune
    I have a really hard time accepting the fact that my sadness, misfortune etc. is mostly because of me. Sometimes other people play a part but in large part, everything that has happened in my life has been because of me.
  2. I'm really emotional
    Like, really emotional. My emotion is like a tsunami. It comes fast, hits hard, and effects can ripple to other places and areas in my life.
  3. And because I'm emotional
    It makes it hard to be present for my responsibilities. I end up in a depressive, zombie like state on days of extreme emotion.
  4. I don't love myself as much as I used to
    Before ty, before naas.
  5. I don't see value in myself like I used to
  6. I'm not as honest anymore
  7. I don't know how to fix it.