thoughts [saturday 11pm]
Idk I'm sad so I'm just spilling my thoughts
- •I think the reason as to why I enjoy getting to know and listening to people so much is because I feel like nobody ever listens to me.
- •For some reason, all the boys I meet who would be perfect for me are in relationships.I tell myself there's a lesson in there somewhere. I keep searching for it, but I only seem to end up sad, longing.
- •My ex boyfriend sent me a video collage of our trip to Amsterdam we took almost two years ago???? At 8:23am.I'm super uncomfortable. I don't understand why. I didn't know how to respond, so I just didn't.
- •I'll never understand why my mom is so bitter and negative.She can never be positive, and will never allow anyone around her to be positive. It's exhausting.
- •Wow I really love learning about people.The more you get to know people, the more you realize everyone is such an individual. It's the most fascinating.
- •Aside from the way it connects people, I fucking hate technology.
- •I really want a penpal.I just want to write to someone who's only interest is to learn more about me, and vice versa. Nobody listens anymore. Everyone's so one track minded.
- •If you look into an animal's eyes, you can see their soul. It's the most humbling and will remind you how beautiful this world is.
- •Life is so fucking weird.
- •All anybody wants to talk about these days is themselves.
- •Sometimes I wonder if people forget they're talking to other human beings just trying to make it through the day and that's why they're so mean.