LIST OF MY EMOTIONS BEFORE I FIND OUT ABOUT COLLEGE

  1. I am ok
  2. No I'm not
  3. Am I?
  4. It'll be ok
  5. There's no one out there who has the extensive knowledge of rap music that I have
  6. That has to count for something
  7. The amount of times I've publicly cried this year is record breaking
  8. If I hyperventilate on this train the man next to me will notice and that's just not the type of judgement I need right now