how i'm healing
- •workingmy bills don't stop just because something bad happened. also i currently have a mini week vacation and it's eating at me.
- •dipping my toes in the sex waterand immediately taking them out because i've drowned in it too many times. i'll just pace around it until i feel i'm ready to get my stroke back. (also that's a story to tell if you wanna know)
- •breaking shitmy phone, my pinky (i think from punching shit), relationships with bad people, my celibacy streak (see above)
- •dreamingboth figuratively and literally. in one of my dreams i created a whole language. when i woke up, i forgot all but the cardinal directions in my language. still trying to figure out what it meant.
- •creatingmy mind is going fucking crazy. nothing ignites creativity like desperation.