The past week has been demanding & emotional, but I got through it. Today is making me lose all my shit.
  1. Mom had her first bad day since the mastectomy.
    I hate not being able to take away the emotional pain & frustrations that come with her cancer treatment.
  2. There is zero fucking way to connect to the internet at my folks house.
  3. All 3 of the computers are broken.
  4. I have no way to do my workout routine.
    All I want is to have a tiny part of my normal routine, & working out helps me decompress. This isn't fucking happening, right?
  5. There's no Netflix.
  6. My husband has to work.
    I would love nothing more than to have him hold me.
  7. My mom has fucking cancer.
    That shock still hasn't gone away.