I had a dream last night.

  1. You ran your fingers through my hair.
    It wasn't weird like it might be now, but it was tender. Soft. Like you knew my secrets and didn't care.
  2. You placed my head on your lap and let me watch our favorite shows together.
    We sat there for hours in that same position rather than on separate pieces of furniture like how we sit now like that's normal.
  3. The simpleness of it was what really killed me.
    It was our relationship we once had, amplified. It was something we could have had. Something so beautiful and pure. But something I don't want or need now.
  4. We didn't sit there in the awkwardness that is our current relationship.
    Because I have loved you and you have nothing-ed me. And now, we nothing each other. And it's impossible for me to nothing you.