This feels like

  1. When you stay a little too long at a really good party
    Or worse:
  2. When your relationship used to be really good but now it's just bad and you've been in it too long.
  3. I am not a writer. I really enjoyed connecting with a little bit of writing here. If I can't craft, edit, refine, I just don't want to do it.
    I really only have a little blocks of time to work on these things. I enjoy it, it's a little hobby. I like coming back to a list in progress and working on more. For fun. Not because I'm an effing perfectionist.
  4. To that end I will stop here. Because I have things I need to be doing. I'm not even going to read read this.
    (OK. I just reread this. But I'm not going to fix anything. So there.)