1. He was and is dearly loved
  2. His family is devastated questioning if they missed signs
  3. The hole of his loss will never be filled
  4. He thought that the difficult things he was going through were insurmountable
  5. The ripples his death has caused will go on for a long time
  6. The mess of his death doesn't clean itself
    He would have never knowingly put his mom through the clean up if he had thought about it