Complaining these days.
Or shortness of breath. Or how this bad time in my life snuck up on me.
- •Crazy. Crazy thoughts you are RIDICULOUS go away.
- •Sometimes I can't breathe because I wonder if I should be doing something else.
- •I feel so sick and sad and guilty thinking about bad things that happen to people, have happened for always.
- •On a good note: this doesn't seem to affect my school performance. Also, dreaming of life next year.