1. scared of failing
  2. scared the stress of fear of failure will make me cry and have to stay home
  3. It hasn't happened yet
  4. Just writing this makes me realize that even if this happened I would just stay home and feel better the next day
    Rationality lasts a few minutes, that's all
  5. You can't pick the days you get sick so it's convenient
    And brain sick is just as sick as body sick
  6. 😷
    Just calm down, take care of yourself, and try to stop being such a people pleaser
  7. On good notes:
    105% chem test, friends, garden, peeps I know that are happy to see me, exercise, sunny day
    Go to bed now, noggin