THINGS I'M THINKING ABOUT EN ROUTE TO DURHAM
i.e. right about now.
- •The boy.And all the incredible things he writes to me and says to me and does for me to try to convince me I'm not worthless.
- •The rain.Trickling softly from the ashen clouds through the hazy fog bank before finally plopping onto the rounded indigo mountaintops.
- •The inner debate on whether I want the news from my neurologist to be good or really, really bad.Honestly, I end up curled in a ball at least once a day crippled by all of the decisions I have to make to even continue being a person in today's world. Can't help feeling an unavoidable end would be a twisted kind of silver lining.