THE MOST DEPRESSING HOLIDAY LIST

This holiday season has been more sobby than jolly, but their my problems and not yours so it's ok!
  1. My cat died the week before thanksgiving
  2. My best friend of almost 5 years completely stopped talking to me and I have absolutely no idea why
  3. My mom's boyfriend's mom (basically my step-grandma) is in hospice and will die any day now
  4. I've either cried or had a panic attack every single day since Emily died
  5. I wasn't able to afford any Christmas presents for anyone
  6. We didn't have time to put up a Christmas tree
  7. Or decorate at all
  8. I've gained 15 lbs
  9. I start school again in 11 days
  10. I started watching Game of Thrones