1. I'm creeping their lists, and I have NO IDEA what to do.
  2. Omg, their secret Santa last year was incredible, there's no way I can live up to that 😧
  3. Do my lists represent the things I like well enough to ease my secret Santa's anxiety?
  4. Wait is it normal to be this anxious about secret Santa?
  5. Omg my secret Santa thinks I'm a rube and so lame.