It is like the most torturous pick your own adventure novel. I'm genuinely petrified by every possible outcome. Such as:
  1. That it sucks and no one will publish it.
  2. That it sucks (but no one tells me) and someone publishes it.
  3. That people read it and hate it.
  4. That people read it and like it.
  5. That I fail miserably.
  6. That I succeed.
  7. That everyone who's said they like it so far is a big, fat liar.
  8. That I might not be a good enough writer.