WHY AM I SO IRRITABLE AND EMOTIONAL?

Bleh.
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    I have two moods the last few days: beyond irritated about everything, and weepy. πŸ˜‘πŸ˜“
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    Not sure what's going on in my head. πŸ˜”
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    Went to a lovely wedding last night and it triggered a few things. πŸ’‘ πŸ’
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    Been off work for the last week, and not having a schedule is really starting to get to me. 🏒
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    I've also been doing overnight petsitting jobs (my side business, and this is my busiest time of year, obvi) and I miss my apartment and my boyfriend. The furry things are great, but not much for conversation. 🐢🐱
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    I'm 35 - soon to be 36 - and I've wanted a baby since I was 20, and it seems farther away than ever. πŸ‘ΆπŸ»
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    Maybe I need to get back into therapy. And start exercising again too.
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    I probably should stop listening to the saddest music possible, ha. 🎧😒
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    I have so much to be grateful for, so many blessings, and I struggle to remember them.
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    Loneliness and fear. Bottom line.
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    Thank you for listening, @list and being a safe place.
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    ❀️