THINGS I WORRIED ABOUT 2AM LAST NIGHT
And usually every night, at around the same time.
- •My career.I am writing what I hope will be my 13th novel. I am superstitious. Neurosis ensues.
- •My parents.They are fine. But what about someday?
- •My kid.I began worrying about her the first time I felt her kick in my belly. I will worry about her forever. Parenthood!
- •Stupid things I have said recently that I am convinced will be taken the wrong way and lead everyone to hate me.I only seem to remember these AT two in the morning.
- •Kanye West, Kesha, Kim Richards from RHOBH.I have a problem being codependent with celebrities.
- •Am I too codependent with celebrities?
- •What was the name of that guy in the thing?In the middle of the night, recalling obscure information seems crucial. If I go crazy enough trying to remember, I'll look it up on my phone, although it means risking waking husband and him asking what the hell I am doing.
- •The world.In general.