im sitting here at 1:30am thinking of how much i love her and don't love him. i think ive made a similar list before but this is therapeutic and my feelings about fiona apple are just that strong!!
  1. i'm either so sick in the head i need to be bled dry to quit, or i just really used to love him, i sure hope that's it
  2. i knew to keep in touch would do me deep in dutch, cause it isn't the the rush of remembering, it's just mush
  3. the red isn't the red we painted, it's just rust
  4. you say love is a hell you cannot bare, and i say give me mine back and then go there for all i care
  5. i could liken you to a werewolf the way you left me for dead, but i admit that i provided a full moon. and i could liken you to a shark the way you bit off my head, but then again i was waving around a bleeding open wound
  6. oh the periphery, i lost another one there. he found a prettier girl than me, with a more even-tempered air. and if he wants her he should get her, cause i think he thinks she's worth it
  7. oh it's evil babe, the way you let your grace enrapture me. when well you know i'd be insane to ever let that dirty game recapture me
  8. i opened my eyes while you were kissing me once, more than once, and you looked as sincere as a dog. just as sincere as a dog does, when it's the food on your lips with which it's in love
  9. all that loving must have been lacking something if i got bored trying to figure you out. you let me down, i don't even like you anymore at all
  10. one man, he disappoint me. he give me the gouge and he take my glee. now every other man i see reminds me of the one man who disappoint me
  11. first you run like a fool just to be at my side, now you run like a fool but you just run to hide and i can't abide
  12. it ended bad, but i love where we started
  13. we can still support each other, all we gotta do's avoid each other. nothing wrong when a song ends in a minor key
  14. It hurt more than it ought to hurt, i went to work to cultivate a callus. and now i'm hard, too hard to know. i don't cry when i'm sad anymore, no no. tears calcify in my tummy, fears coincide with the tow. how can i ask anyone to love me, when all i do is beg to be left alone?
  15. this is not about love, cause i am not in love. in fact, i can't stop falling out. i miss that stupid ache
  16. he said "it's all in your head" and i said "so is everything" but he didn't get it. i thought he was a man but he was just a little boy
    this sentiment until i die goodnight