REAL THINGS I SAID ONE NIGHT
It was 2am and I was off my antidepressant
- •"I feel like I don't like have these experiences and relationships and this rich life but if people at least see me on the outside as important or worth listening to it will be okay"
- •"Ugh idk. I just like want to be verified on Twiiter, I'm the worst person"
- •"I'm talking Beyonce and Jay-Z money when I say I wish I had money"
- •"The idea that I'll never have a pool really upsets me"
- •"I stayed at the Four Seasons when I was 4, like I can't go down from there"
- •"I also watch OITNB and fantasize about going to prison"
- •"I told my therapist that the only reason I'm scared of dying is bc I don't want my family to see how messy my apartment is"