REASONS I AM STRESSED™
I'm sorry, you guys deserve better than me complaining to you but I peaked on li.st months ago so it's only going to get worse.
- •My room is/was infested with ladybugsI only ever heard of houses being infested with ladybugs in the mountains, but I live on the coast of NC! I have never liked ladybugs and I am convinced that they are specifically targeting me. I have ample evidence for this, let me know if you want to hear it (by the way I wrote is/was because I haven't seen one in a while, so hopefully it's over??)
- •I need to get my licenseDriving scares me more than most things but I know I need to get my license just to be independent and get a job next summer
- •I'm technically a part of three different orchestrasWith 3 different groups of pieces I have to learn. Why did I sign up for this
- •I am taking the PSAT/NMSQT soonWhen you take it as a junior, it means that you can qualify for a scholarship, so there's kind of a lot riding on this
- •School workI'm in 6 classes, 3 of them AP, 1 IB, and 2 honors, so I have a lot on my plate ha.. ha
- •The li.st updateIdk I might get used to it but I'm really going to miss the old The List App
- •My school swim season is startingWhich only adds more to the massive amount of things I have to do
- •There's a possibility that despite all of my hard work and stress, I won't be good enough for my ideal collegesI think I have an inferiority complex if that's a thing because I constantly feel like I'm not enough (Eliza Hamilton vibes).
- •My problems probably seem so small to you guys and I'm sorryI kinda had to get this out; this is the closest thing I have to a diary.