This = numb, unable to connect to people around me, a churning in my stomach that might never stop, exhausted mentally and emotionally, afraid for the wellbeing of my friends.
  1. The day the Rolling Stone article re: sexual assault on my college campus came out.
  2. Today.
  3. This has been the most triggering week of my life. And we have to live this for four more years.
  4. Maybe tomorrow I'll write about how my amazing program director is working to redesign all our classes for the remainder of this semester so we can put in place workable action plans for those inevitably marginalized people. Maybe tomorrow I'll write about my amazing friends and coworkers who showed up today and supported each other.
  5. But for the rest of today, I feel like this.