Things that make me sad
Don't get me wrong, life is good, but this makes me really sad
- •When people litter, especially in national parksGrand Canyon had 20 deer die this year bc they kept eating plastic :(((
- •When my sister is sad over things I can't help her with
- •When people won't let me try to help them
- •When I see couples in flourishing, happy relationshipsEspecially those I know that started dating when jude and I did. I wish that was us.
- •Jude moving on/being distantIt's probably reasonable and healthy for us not to talk everyday. But damn it hurts so bad bc I still really love him, and it's like losing a best friend. We did friends well but it was too close and too tempting so we couldnt be just friends for right now. So I know we need space, but I don't want it. I just want everything to be happy and okay and to love each other.
- •People going back on their wordHMU for a salty story here
- •When people worry about meI partially like the reassurance but also partially don't because there's things about me that make some people close to me worry and I can't change them and I'm sorry that they worry
- •Not being able to direct my skills/talents to actually useful things