1. On some nights, all the feelings from that horrible year, the worst year of my life, come rushing back to me so clearly.
  2. The pain is so fresh, I feel like I'm watching you die all over again.
  3. Losing you was the most traumatic thing I've ever experienced.
  4. I have so many regrets that eat away at me.
  5. I wonder if I'll ever stop hurting this badly.
  6. I wish I could go back. Back to that year, so I could do it right. Back to childhood, when we were a happy little family.
  7. Back, back, always looking back.
  8. I wish I could go back.