Help Me Decide!

What should I do? 🤔
  1. Stay in my hometown of Tulsa, OK...
    ...where my husband and I just moved back a year ago, after two years in San Francisco. He just bought a bicycle company and moved it from LA to Tulsa, but there are no jobs of interest to me here. However, it's where my family and friends are, and that means a lot. Still, there are no dreams for me to chase here, and I'm bored!
  2. Move to NYC...
    ...where I can pursue my dream of editing books. Most of the publishing industry is based in New York, and I would honestly love to experience living there, even if only for a while. My husband can do his job there, letting his business partner man the Tulsa location. New York would be exciting, and I would have a goal to reach for. I would feel alive, but would have to say goodbye to the people I love once again.