WHAT IT FEELS LIKE TO HAVE A DARK(ER) DAY

But you live abroad and are pretty much obligated to act normal even though you changed your SSRI
  1. A pervasive sense of and fondness for nostalgia, dusty and dark memories
  2. The desire to fill your ears with raw guitar and underproduced rock
  3. The biting, regretful awareness that you've been spouting off positivity for the last four months
  4. Actual limb twitching originating in feeling complacent no matter what you're doing
  5. Your eyes are half-closed, but you KNOW you're not stoned (and you're mad about it)
  6. Can't stop fantasizing about destruction
  7. You actually gave up on applying parallelism in the making of this list, even though you usually find it to be a very integral cornerstone to live
  8. David Foster Wallace sounds too cheerful
  9. Faulkner might fit