THE CRUSH CHRONICLES: I UNDERSTAND WHY THEY CALL IT A CRUSH

my inner monologue as I realize the depth of my crush
  1. THE BOY I LIKE IS ACTUALLY TAKING OVER MY LIFE BY LITERALLY DOING NOTHING
    I haven't thought about anything in my life for this long??????:?3??
  2. WHAT ARE FEELINGS AND WHY DO I HAVE THEM
  3. HOW DID I LET THIS HAPPEN? I'M SUPPOSED TO BE COLD AND UNFEELING
    even my mom agrees
  4. WHAT IS HAPPENING TO ME
  5. I FEEL LIKE MY HEAD IS GOING TO EXPLODE
  6. I really need a hug rn
  7. how do people do this whole relationship thing without having a mental breakdown everyday?
    even now, I'm stressed about this boy & we're not even near dating!!!!
  8. ☹☹☹☹☹☹☹☹☹☹☹☹☹☹☹
  9. MY INSIDES ARE DOING FLIPPY THINGS I HATE THIS
  10. I NEED TO SCREAM SO LOUD BUT I GUESS I JUST HAVE TO SETTLE FOR AGGRESSIVELY TYPING OUT LISTS
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