I need to rant

Sorry, Li.st. You don't have to listen if you don't want to.
  1. I'M SO OVER MY BF BEING MISERABLE
  2. THIS FREAKING BIBLE COLLEGE IS NOT ACCOMMODATING TO THOSE WHO ARE NOT THE PERFECT CHRISTIANS
  3. AND ESPECIALLY THOSE WHO ARE NOT PERFECT STUDENTS
  4. I WANT HIM TO LEAVE THIS SCHOOL
  5. BUT HE PAID $14,000 TO GO HERE
  6. SO I CANT TELL HIM THAT HE'S WASTING HIS MONEY
  7. So that's one problem
  8. AND THIS FREAKING WEIGHT LOSS THING
  9. I DONT LIKE HOW I LOOK
  10. BUT I HAVE NO SELF CONTROL TO DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT
  11. I DID IT FOR TWO WEEKS, DIDNT LOSE ANYTHING, AND GAVE UP
  12. BECAUSE IM PATHETIC
  13. SO I GUES I'LL JUST BE MISERABLE
  14. And one more thing.
  15. CHURCH TODAY
  16. WE TALKED ABOUT THE GOOD SAMARITAN
  17. AND IT WAS ALL ABOUT US NEEDING TO REACH OUT TO THOSE IN NEED
  18. BUT I FEEL LIKE I AM THE ONE IN NEED
  19. I AM THE DRY RIVER
  20. THE INJURED JOURNEYER
  21. AND I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO ABOUT IT
  22. CHURCH IS SO UNCOMFORTABLE ANYMORE
  23. BUT I DONT WANT IT TO BE
  24. I DONT WANT PEOPLE TO SMALL TALK WITH ME
  25. I WANT SOMEONE TO NOTICE THAT EVERYTHING IS. NOT. OKAY.
  26. Okay...
  27. Sorry...
  28. I just had to get that out there.