1. I was deferred from the school I really wanted to go to.
  2. And I was given the opportunity to submit extra materials to them.
  3. Including a letter explaining why I want to attend
  4. And I've tried to write this letter so many times.
  5. I'm trying to articulate why I love this school so much and I'm just...failing.
  6. I poured my heart into my application. The first time.
  7. And now I have to do it again.
  8. And I know that I won't get in.
  9. Ugh.
  10. Update: I looked up the selectivity of this school in the 90's and I cried.