A nightmare

  1. I wake in a dream and think I'm awake
  2. I have a menacing fear come over me
  3. I look around my room and notice my fan is not my fan
  4. I try to make sense of this
  5. I hear angry steps approaching outside my room
  6. My teen pushes my door open with a facial expression exaggerated in anger
  7. She screams "YOU THINK I CANT HEAR YOU! YOU THINK YOU'RE NOT MAKING NOISE? WELL YOU ARE! YOU ARE!"
  8. Then I notice something in her hand.
  9. A large purple dildo
  10. She attacks me with it to my neck saying, "BUZ BUZ! BUZ BUZ!"
  11. and then I wake and immediately check my heart rate: 95
  12. Usually run between 70-82
  13. Is God mad at me?