Why it feels more like shit that my cat left than my adult child

She moved in with her boyfriend and took "her" cat that I fed and medicated for almost 7 years
  1. You assume the cat will be getting old with you
  2. The cat had never known any other home
  3. The cat isn't expected to fly from the nest at any point
  4. She feels stolen from me
  5. I worry that the cat feels abandoned or lost
  6. The guilt gnaws at my soul that I didn't fight for her to stay
    Those eyes she gave me as they took off with her 😫
  7. I miss the ambience of her presence
  8. She's usually next to me right now in the middle of the night as I try to mentally shut down for sleep
  9. I know I still have Kurt, but Kurt isn't Hookah
  10. It feel like shit, guys 😩