I'm tired of...

  1. Being told that I'm the best candidate for the job, then not actually getting the job.
  2. Downplaying how frustrated I am that none of my plans for life have actually worked out.
  3. Answering the question "What have you been up to?"
  4. Being the one who always "answers your phone call."
  5. Forcing myself to not scroll through my ex-boyfriends social media.
  6. Always being called "the marriage type," but not the "dateable type."
  7. Wondering why you broke my heart.
  8. Waiting for something to come along.
  9. Crying at weddings because I'm genuinely sad for myself, instead of happy for the couple.
  10. Not being able to punch people when they say things like "man, being broken up with after four years must suck."
  11. Pretending like I'm a strong.
  12. Applying for jobs, only to be turned down.
  13. Cordially responding when someone asks how my ex-boyfriend is doing.
  14. Not being invited to things because I don't have a significant other.
  15. Trusting that this will all work out.
  16. People saying "in 5 years, you won't even remember how much you struggled."
  17. The way you act as if I don't exist.
  18. Watching my friends get married, buy houses, and have babies.
  19. Being told "there's a reason for all of this!"
  20. This season of life I'm currently in.