My best friend from high school just got engaged

Emotions I've experienced since.
  1. Excitement
    They are adorable together and I know they are pretty perfect together.
  2. Panic
    Now I have to buy a wedding gift. I hate buying wedding gifts.
  3. Despair
    She's 3 years younger than I am. Well, here's to homing there are some single men at the wedding
  4. Happiness
    She/they are wonderful people and deserve nothing but the best in life. Words can't express how happy I am for these two.
  5. More despair.
  6. 11/30/16 UPDATE: she asked me to be in the wedding! And I couldn't be happier!!