What I'm Doing at the Moment

Inspired by @karlalucia
  1. This is my first day on Li.st in a long time. I have a lot of notifications. I'm hoping to get to them all. Apologies if I give up as that seems to my practice of late.
  2. I've been having a lot of back pain for a week an a half. Turns out I pinched a nerve and have some muscle damage. I can barely move my neck. Driving is the worst.
  3. I've been in bed when I haven't been at work
  4. I mean it's great to ignore all domestic responsibilities.
  5. But I've been in my head a lot.
  6. Thinking.
  7. That should be a good thing but it really isn't. When I'm thinking I only see the worst. I envision the worst case scenario and that becomes the only reality I feel at ease with.
  8. I'm trailing new sleeping and antidepressants meds. Neither is working yet.
  9. I've been watching a lot of movies.
  10. Movies have been my only company.
  11. I'm happy to have them.
  12. I'm watching Breathless. That's the thing I'm doing right now.