HOW IT FEELS TO RANDOMLY START CRYING IN THE SCHOOL LIBRARY.

  1. Shameful
    People were staring silently. I could feel the people in the giant table behind me staring.
  2. Embarrassing
    Even though I tried to play it off by rubbing my face like I was just tired.
  3. Scary
    I didn't know if I would calm down or if it would get gradually worse.
  4. Confusing
    Why can't I control my own body?? I didn't want to cry, I wanted to study. I didn't even feel it coming. One second I was reading my book, the next second my face was hot with tears.
  5. At least I felt a lot calmer after.
  6. Anxiety sucks.