BECAUSE YALL THOUGHT I WAS HIDING UNDER A ROCK πŸ˜‚ EP 10

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    This was def a difficult episode but it helped me grow as a person. Those moments are always valuable and I'm thankful for my personal growth. πŸ™ŒπŸΎ
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    Not everything has to stem from abandonment. I'm a person like anyone else. I have opinions and feelings. I don't remember when I was supposed to be a robot. πŸ˜‚πŸ‘‹πŸΎ
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    I was so excited about our first gathering together. Entertaining at home is one of my favorite things to do! Everyone really enjoyed themselves. πŸ”πŸ¦πŸ’₯πŸ‡ΊπŸ‡Έ
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    I was really excited to meet more of Tres' friends. They really are a great time! Because I have personal beliefs that most men and women aren't just platonic, doesn't make me insecure or judgmental. It's just an opinion. As long as there is a real interest in getting to know one another there shouldn't be a problem. πŸ’ƒπŸ½thanks!
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    I actually met Jenna a second time. She didn't acknowledge I was in the room for 45 min πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚ but you never know... Things could improve. I'm all about being friends with the people that matter most to me. Male or female, there's always a way to connect with someone and find out what you have in common.
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    Tres making a joke about "being in love" did hurt my feelings. I'm not ashamed to say I was hurt by that. It wasn't the first time those types of jokes were made and I guess it was embarrassing to have it done in front of our friends. I also understand we weren't at that point so I tried to understand his reaction when I was home.
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    when I decided to go home... I really just needed a break. At that moment I was exhausted from all the changes, cooking, cleaning and trying to be some perfect wife. It wasn't just a singular moment, I kept a lot to myself. It was absolutely selfish of me to not consider Tres' feelings. You have to give what you expect in relationships. πŸ‘πŸΎ
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    I actually gave Tres a call that evening when I went home. I realized we left on angry terms and I wanted to be sure he knew I was coming back in the morning and just needed some space. Communication is something I tried really hard to improve. I have a heart people! β€οΈπŸ˜‚
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    Even though the conversation was difficult, it actually was one of the first times Tres talked to me about how he felt about his past. I value the discussion because I learned so much about him in that moment.
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    Next week will be better. Keep watching and try to enjoy the story. πŸ‘πŸΎπŸ’ƒπŸ½β€οΈπŸ˜˜