The Rachel/Ross Dilemma

I love early morning train rides, I barely get any work done but I often ponder. Though I didn't get the idea of Harry Potter like JK Rowling did, alas, but I did start wondering whether I'd like to be the Rachel/Pam/Emma or Ross/Jim/Dexter in life if it so happens
  1. My first thought: Rachel of course
  2. Knowing someone loves me so much, since so long, no matter how I act and who I'm with, who wouldn't want that
  3. I do believe in the traditional ideology that one should be with someone who loves you more than you do
  4. And it'll be nice to know the same pair of eyes glance at me in the room from away when I'm not looking
  5. My safety net who would always be there for me and wait until I'm ready
  6. I can have my fun and still come back to him. The perfect life
  7. Though..
  8. If I knew I belonged with someone, wouldn't I want to be with him as soon as possible
  9. I probably would want to spend as much time as I can with him in whatever way
  10. And be there for the person
  11. No matter how long it takes for us to work out, if I knew this is it, I would be willing to wait
  12. Even though it'll be hard, I would be convinced it's worth it to take that chance
  13. I might date other people but I would still know it's not the same
  14. Then when he realizes it's me too, months or years later, he would come back and make the grand gesture
  15. And I'll get that incredible feeling inside when it happens "finally". It'll be the perfect life
  16. So I guess I would want to be Ross?
  17. Huh
  18. ...