I have to be away from my baby on his first night

Sam was born today.
  1. It's a shared recovery room so I can't stay the night
  2. I'm at home and I can't sleep. It's past midnight. Visiting hours start at 8 am.
  3. I just swipe through pictures of him I took today
  4. I'll never forget holding him for the first time.
  5. He doesn't cry much. He's very chill. Mostly he sleeps.
  6. I'm worried he's not eating enough.
  7. I'm just writing this list because I don't know what else to do.
  8. Constant worrying is what parents do I guess.
  9. I'm drinking the "special occasion" whiskey