1. No thought. Just start crying hysterically.
  2. Anger
    He's 20. And he is to young for this
  3. Shock
    Maybe that is first.
  4. More anger
    He is refusing treatment.
  5. More anger
    I call to yell at him and he won't listen
  6. Extreme sadness
    This is what happens when your best friend is from the Internet. You can't hold him.