1. I don't think anyone reads my lists or cares what I have to say
  2. I have been terrible at managing my time
  3. I've been making drawings and playing splendor instead.
  4. I feel insecure about my ability to be witty, funny, or endearingly authentic.
  5. It isn't clear to me that I improve myself or have a positive impact on the world by making a list like this.